Maria – Step 5 – What it was like for me

Alright, listen up, chico, ’cause the Fifth step, it’s like baring your soul to another person, you know? It’s about admitting all that stuff you’ve been hiding, all the mistakes you’ve made, all the pain you’ve been carrying.

For me, it was like taking off a mask, showing the world the real me, flaws and all. I had to lay it all out there, no sugar-coating, and let me tell you, it was scary as hell.

But it was also liberating, chico, like a weight lifted off my shoulders. It was like saying, ‘Hey, this is me, flaws and all, and I’m not ashamed anymore.’ It was like finally letting go of all the secrets and the shame that had been weighing me down for so long.

And you know what, chico? Once I did that, once I admitted all that stuff to another person, it was like a weight lifted off my shoulders. It was like finally being free from the burden of carrying all that stuff by myself.

So yeah, that’s how I worked my Fifth step, chico, by admitting all that stuff to another person, by baring my soul and letting go of all the secrets and the shame. And let me tell you, it was the first step toward real healing, toward real freedom.


Maria is a resilient young mother living in Santa Fe, Northern New Mexico, who has faced numerous challenges in her life. Despite dropping out of high school after becoming pregnant, she is determined to create a better future for herself and her two children.

Working as a housekeeper at a local hotel, Maria has struggled with drug addiction but has recently found strength in her journey to sobriety, motivated by a desire to provide a safe and loving environment for her family. With her fiery spirit, fierce love for her children, and unwavering determination, Maria embodies the resilience and strength of the Northern New Mexico community as she navigates the ups and downs of life with courage and grace.